Tears ~

I'm a sensitive person, my tears can easily go out from my eyes, and badly a minute later my eyes are getting bigger. So people will know I've just cried.. So bad, right?

Here's a poem that makes me think, I'm not too weak...

I'm a woman.. And here's the reason why women cry easily. :)

Why God Gave Women Tears 

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman", she told him.

"I don't understand", he said.

His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will" 

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason", was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry easily.

Finally he calls God; and when God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" 

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining..

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her man through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good man never hurts his woman, but sometimes tests her strengths and

her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed..

This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed." 

You see:

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.

November, 15th 2012. I'm crying....

When You Believe

Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could hear

And our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understand

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we know we could

Oh yes, there can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracle

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My hearts so full, I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fear, ohh

But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see your way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will, how you will

You will when you believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Blessed...

Today, i feel so special. I feel so blessed.

I know i'm not tall, but at least my body can works perfect.
I have 2 eyes, i know it's not the most beautiful eyes in this world, but at least i can see all the good things in life, i can see the sun, the moon, and of course.. i can see people i love.
I have a nose.
I have 2 ears.
I have hands.
I have foots.
And so on...
But the most important thing is, i'm healthy right now!
I said right now.

Yeah.. Last year i drunk some drugs for a year, every day. And it was really not good at all, haaah i felt like a shit! really... But that's a circle of life. Ups and downs. Happiness and sadness.

I know what the sadness is. That's why i really know what the happiness is..
I met people who hurt me the most. That's why i know who is my best friend..
Life is not easy, and no one said it could be this hard.
But believe me, there will always be a good thing in every bad situation.. A lesson to learned.
So one thing you should keep in your mind, "Just Keep Walking", that's it. That's life.
When the sun comes, enjoy the light...
but when the sun goes and the rain comes, try to dance in the rain and feel the sensation.

Maybe i'm not gorgeous like them, but i'm gorgeous like me. 

-Miesayu Kharina ;)

XOXO.

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Be Your Own Designer..

Yesterday my mom asked me to go to a textile store in fatmawati named De Moda.
I fetl so lazy at first, tapi karena sekalian mau beliin bahan buat jenguk pacar akhirnya ikut juga..
When we arrived at De Moda, it's full of people and of course.. textile. zzz... I don't even know how to move my foot that time. And i felt so bad... ugh!!
Till i found a textile that made my heart beats faster (tsaah!! hehehe).
So i looked at that textile for minutes and think.. yes!! i'll make my own dress.. yippe! sounds more interesting. perlahan2 sayapun mulai menikmati keberadaan saya disana.. :)
Akhirnya sayapun menemukan 3 bahan untuk dibuat menjadi 2 dress.. For Christmas and of course... NEW YEAR, babe!! hehehe..
I'll show you the textile that i bought yesterday..

This one will be mixed with the textile at the picture bellow

And how about the dress i will make? Still on my head. hehehe..

Post the picture as soon as the dresses finish.. :) :*

Please.. Don't lie..

if you guys ask me one thing i hate the most.
i'll quickly say.. being lied !!
yes, i hate it! i do hate it.

so do not ever lie to me, because i won't do it to you too.
for me lie isn't a mistake, it's choice.
you don't have to be rich, handsome or pretty, famous or anything.. you just have to be honest :')
it's more expensive that anything in this world.. really ;)