Beautiful Surprise

It's like yesterday
I didn't even know your name
Now today
You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You are beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn't even have a choice
You are a beautiful surprise
Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we are written in the stars
I don't know what the future holds
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You are a beautiful surprise
You are an inspiration to my life
You are the reason why I smile
You are a beautiful surprise

(Selingkuh, Diselingkuhi dan Menjadi Selingkuhan)

Hollaho Big Black Horse..
I'm kinda miss you, buddy.

Let's start writing.
Topiknya adalah, 'Selingkuh (selingkuh atau menjadi selingkuhan)'

Yeah, I know you guys have more than a billions words untuk 'me-najis-kan' tindakan itu (terutama buat yang pernah diselingkuhi).
First question ketika denger kata selingkuh atau menjadi selingkuhan adalah dosanya banyakan yang mana ya? haha.. Kalian pasti jawab sama aja. Tapi buat kalian yang pernah punya selingkuhan atau menjadi selingkuhan pasti juga punya jutaan alasan untuk membuat agar dosa kalian lebih terlihat sedikit :p

Tapi buat gue, setiap kisah perselingkuhan atau yang menjadi selingkuhan pasti punya kisah masing-masing, yang belum tentu kita ngerti.

Motto gue sih "We Only Live Once, So Think Twice And Do What Makes You Happy"
Jadi, kalo buat kalian dengan selingkuh atau dengan menjadi selingkuhan hidup kalian lebih menyenangkan ya selingkuhlah, asal jangan sampai ketahuan :p

Gue pribadi sih ga menyetujui selingkuhan atau menjadi selingkuhan, tapi ga menentang juga.
Itukan pilihan setiap orang, dan gue sangat menghargai pilihan setiap orang, asal kalo lagi apes jangan nyusahin aja. Haha.
Balik lagi, di dunia ini ga ada yang sempurna, ga ada yang benar-benar 'benar', ga ada juga yang benar-benar 'salah', jadi ya gue netral aja, ga usah menghakimi, balik lagi ke diri pribadi, apakah dalam suatu hubungan kita sudah benar? Kalo emang kita sudah benar dan masih diselingkuhi, berarti Tuhan buka mata kita kalo yang ada disamping kita adalah orang berengsek.

Yang paling terkesan menghakimi adalah mereka yang ngatain selingkuhan pasangannya dengan kata-kata yang nyakitin banget, mandang sebelah mata, dan langsung men-cap sangat buruk.
Beberapa tahun lalu sempet ngehits banget acara yang ngebongkar tentang perselingkuhan di stasiun tv lokal kita, kaya h2c, playboy kabel dll, meskipun gue tau itu acara fiktif sih, tapi terkesan memojokan banget si tukang selingkuh dan selingkuhannya.
Think twice deh.
Bisa aja mereka (para selingkuhan) sebenernya yang paling sakit dari semua..
Bisa aja mereka yang paling rugi dari semua.
Bisa aja rasa yang mereka alamin sama sakitnya atau lebih sakit dari yang diselingkuhin.

Jadi sebelum kita menghakimi, cobalah belajar memahami perasaan 'yang berselingkuh' dan 'para selingkuhan', karna setiap orang punya kisah masing-masing, dan luka masing-masing juga :)

Jika kalian mau bertanya, apa gue pernah selingkuh, menjadi selingkuhan dan pernah diselingkuhi?
Jawabannya adalah pernah! Gue pernah selingkuh, menjadi selingkuhan dan pernah diselingkuhi.


Have a great weekend, Buddies!



Cirs.

La Vie En Rose

Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
Voilà le portrait sans retouche
De l’homme auquel j’appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose

Il me dit des mots d’amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ça me fait quelque chose

Il est entré dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause

C’est lui pour moi, moi pour lui dans la vie
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie

Et dès que je l’aperçois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Des nuits d’amour à plus finir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Les ennuis, les chagrins s’effacent
Heureux, heureux à en mourir

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose

Il me dit des mots d’amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ça me fait quelque chose

Il est entré dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause

C’est toi pour moi, moi pour lui dans la vie
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie

Et dès que je l’aperçois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Momstar's Birthday

What's On My Mind...

1. Andrea Bocelli Concert

 

2. Romantic Dinner

 

3. Horse

 

4. White Christmas

 

The Fault In Our Stars

Cancer just wants to be alive...

 Hazel and Gus are two teenagers who share an acerbic wit, a disdain for the conventional, and a love that sweeps them on a journey. Their relationship is all the more miraculous given that Hazel's other constant companion is an oxygen tank, Gus jokes about his prosthetic leg, and they met and fell in love at a cancer support group.

“Van Houten,
I’m a good person but a shitty writer. You’re a shitty person but a good writer. We’d make a good team. I don’t want to ask you any favors, but if you have time – and from what I saw, you have plenty – I was wondering if you could write a eulogy for Hazel. I’ve got notes and everything, but if you could just make it into a coherent whole or whatever? Or even just tell me what I should say differently.
Here’s the thing about Hazel: Almost everyone is obsessed with leaving a mark upon the world. Bequeathing a legacy. Outlasting death. We all want to be remembered. I do, too. That’s what bothers me most, is being another unremembered casualty in the ancient and inglorious war against disease.
I want to leave a mark.
But Van Houten: The marks humans leave are too often scars. You build a hideous minimall or start a coup or try to become a rock star and you think, “They’ll remember me now,” but (a) they don’t remember you, and (b) all you leave behind are more scars. Your coup becomes a dictatorship. Your minimall becomes a lesion.
(Okay, maybe I’m not such a shitty writer. But I can’t pull my ideas together, Van Houten. My thoughts are stars I can’t fathom into constellations.)
We are like a bunch of dogs squirting on fire hydrants. We poison the groundwater with our toxic piss, marking everything MINE in a ridiculous attempt to survive our deaths. I can’t stop pissing on fire hydrants. I know it’s silly and useless – epically useless in my current state – but I am an animal like any other.
Hazel is different. She walks lightly, old man. She walks lightly upon the earth. Hazel knows the truth: We’re as likely to hurt the universe as we are to help it, and we’re not likely to do either.
People will say it’s sad that she leaves a lesser scar, that fewer remember her, that she was loved deeply but not widely. But it’s not sad, Van Houten. It’s triumphant. It’s heroic. Isn’t that the real heroism? Like the doctors say: First, do no harm.
The real heroes anyway aren’t the people doing things; the real heroes are the people NOTICING things, paying attention. The guy who invented the smallpox vaccine didn’t actually invented anything. He just noticed that people with cowpox didn’t get smallpox.
After my PET scan lit up, I snuck into the ICU and saw her while she was unconscious. I just walked in behind a nurse with a badge and I got to sit next to her for like ten minutes before I got caught. I really thought she was going to die, too. It was brutal: the incessant mechanized haranguing of intensive care. She had this dark cancer water dripping out of her chest. Eyes closed. Intubated. But her hand was still her hand, still warm and the nails painted this almost black dark blue and I just held her hand and tried to imagine the world without us and for about one second I was a good enough person to hope she died so she would never know that I was going, too. But then I wanted more time so we could fall in love. I got my wish, I suppose. I left my scar.
A nurse guy came in and told me I had to leave, that visitors weren’t allowed, and I asked if she was doing okay, and the guy said, “She’s still taking on water.” A desert blessing, an ocean curse.
What else? She is so beautiful. You don’t get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter than you: You know she is. She is funny without ever being mean. I love her. I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.”

-Augustus Waters-

“My name is Hazel. Augustus Waters was the great sat-crossed love of my life. Ours was an epic love story, and I won't be able to get more than a sentence into it without disappearing into a puddle of tears. Gus knew. Gus knows. I will not tell you our love story, because-like all real love stories-it will die with us, as it should. I'd hoped that he'd be eulogizing me, because there's no one I'd rather have..." I started crying. "Okay, how not to cry. How am I-okay. Okay."

I took a few deep breaths and went back to the page. "I can't talk about our love story, so I will talk about math. I am not a mathematician, but I know this: There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a Bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.”

-Hazel Grace Lancaster-

Gunakan Hak Pilih Anda 2014!

Kawan sejawat..
Jika kita bisa saja memilih tim di piala dunia, kenapa kita tdk berani memilih untuk hal yang lebih penting bagi bangsa ini?
Datangilah TPS, coblos pilihan kalian, atau memang jika tidak ada, cobloslah semua.
Setidaknya kalian membantu kami yang punya keyakinan atas pilihan kami.
Jika kalian enggan datang ke TPS, kalian sudah membuka celah utk para oknum menggunakan kertas suara yg kosong dengan memanipulasi pilihan.
Silakan kalian merasa tidak peduli tentang politik bangsa ini, tapi jangan mengeluh kedepannya jika kalian tidak puas. Karena kalian juga tidak menanamkan keinginan dan tidak peduli penguasa-penguasa disana menghabisi hak anak cucu kita.

#turuntangan #AudiGustav

June, 26th 2014

Well, I just wanna share my happiness here :)
Yesterday was a lovely day that i spent with my lovely ones.

Went to Grand Indonesia Shopping Mall, bought 4DX tickets for calling all Autobot (Transformers) hehe, had a lunch in Magnum Cafe, then my bigs bought a Reebok running shoes for me (yeiiyyy, thank youuuu so much! I really love it! I Do! I love youuuuuuu), nyalon, then watched a movie at 23:55.
Well, it was my first time watching 4DX actually, and.... I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY SECOND TIME, AND THIRD, FORTH... and so on and so on.. hehehe..

CALLING ALL AUTOBOT!

Let's BURN THE CALORIES!! :)

Rayuan Maut!

Kalo lagi ngambek enaknya dirayu begini... Hehe :p :*

This is for you...

Dear You,

I don't know you already find my blog or not, yeah after instagram, twitter and tumblr..

I just wanna say I LOVE YOU!

Yeah, I love you so much. You're one of my fans. And I know my fans will always know how to find me ❤️

Kiss kiss,

Miesayu Kharina.

Playlist (These Days)

• Thousand Miles (Vanessa Carlton)
• Thousand Years (Christina Perry)
• All Of Me (John Legend)
• Wake Me Up (Avicii)
• Run To You (Whitney Houston)
• Say Something (Christina Aguilera)
• Sepatu (Tulus)
• Pemeran Utama (Raisa)
• Someday I Will Understand (Britney Spears)
• Always (Bon Jovi)
• Fool Again (Westlife)
• It Must Have Been Love (Roxete)
• Hate That I Love You (Rihanna ft Ne-Yo)
• Because Of You (Ne-Yo)
• Almost Is Never Enough (Ariana Grande)
• Show Me How To Love You (Sarah Brightman)
• Flying Without Wings (Westlife)

Thousand Miles

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight 

-Vanessa Carlton- 

Wish!

I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But I know if I had the chance, I wouldn't do that.

Questions

Lots of question inside my head.
Don't know what the answers, don't even know how to find the answers...

1. Kalau kebaikan selalu menang, kenapa masih ada orang yang buat jahat? Bukannya mereka pasti akan kalah? Emang kejahatan akan selalu kalah? Yakin?

2. Berapa kali seseorang harus dikasih kesempatan jika dia berbuat salah?

3. Kenapa ada kalimat 'Kesabaran ada batasnya' ? Bukannya kesabaran harusnya tanpa batas....

4. Katanya cinta itu indah, tapi kenapa dalam setiap percintaan pasti ada air mata kesedihan?

5. Kenapa dua orang yang berbeda bisa mencintai satu orang yang sama?? Setiap orangkan udah punya jodohnya masing-masing.

6. Bagaimana cara mencintai dengan benar? Kalau udah benar, kenapa masih ada rasa sakit?

7. Dalam satu tubuh manusia, kenapa suka ada jawaban yang berbeda antara otak dan perasaan?

8. Jika otak dan perasaan bicara pada saat yang bersamaan, mana yang harus dipilih?

9. Kenapa harus ada pertemuan, jika ujung-ujungnya ada perpisahan?

10. Kenapa ada cinta tanpa pernihakan? Dan ada juga pernikahan tanpa cinta?

11. Apa yang paling penting dalam hidup ini? Uang, karir, cinta, atau apa? Bukannya ujung-ujungnya setiap manusia pasti meninggal? Apa gunanya semua itu?

12. Kenapa ada sakit yang ga bisa disembuhin? Apa gunanya obat dan dokter? Bukannya mereka diciptakan untuk menyembuhkan.

13. Kalau jujur itu baik, kenapa kadang kita ngerasa sakit saat kita dengar kejujuran?

14. Ga perduli seberapa banyak kebaikan yang kita buat, pasti kebanyakan manusia akan lebih mengingat satu kesalahan kecil yang mungkin kita buat tanpa sengaja. Kenapa?

15. Kenapa harus ada rasa takut?

16. Apa yang terjadi sesudah kita meninggal?

17. Apakah kamu tetap mencintai saya besok?

18. Apakah kamu bisa jawab pertanyaan diatas?